Teachers always say that the only way to get your writing going is if you start writing. My thoughts are so jumbled up and tangled not sure where or how to begin. But I will begin by thanking each of you. For sending me messages, emails sharing stories about the love of a pet and for just being awesome. This little space has provided me with so much healing. I can no longer visualize not writing, sharing and updating often.
I wanna tell you that I lost my furry pal and I continue to miss him but by Tuesday I had gained my very first pal.
My son flew south like the birds and he is back on his nest. He has been gone for a year and I can tell you he has changed. At ease and with a quick wit and sense of humor that only those that have gone through something deep obtain. I have never met anyone that has had it easy and can make me laugh with ease. Only those that know true heartache and pain can really enjoy, share happiness and love like no other. He is back from the dark side of the moon where all teens go to during the teenage years. He is back now twenty one years of age wiser and funnier than ever.
Today I was awaken by sunlight and the thoughts of the stars and the cosmos popped in. I felt whole, pure and connected. I tiptoed out of bed grateful that I could. Thinking how sometimes when all stars are aligned I feel new and unexplored.
Like an island that pops up in the middle of nowhere... I was in need of a cartographer to map this new found land.
Today I feel like nothing is lost. Today I feel like I am part of everything yet so brand new. Nothing is ever lost... all is right there. I am a part of everything... of the cosmos... and everything is a part of me.
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Happy Midweek Peeps.