I am being honest and I am not exaggerating when I say this.
As I watched his car leave the driveway and into the middle of the road I kept waving goodbye and blowing kisses. My chubby arm has more strength than I previously thought of and like a beauty queen in procession I kept on waving until his brake lights had disappeared with his turn. I stood there whispering a thousand and one prayers for his safety and another thousand and one more for his safe return.
Once I knew he was completely gone out of my 50 mile radius I swear I heard it...
No I swear I felt it... Like a really quick stone skipping across a pond or heat lighting during the summer months quickly and quietly I felt my heart take off in flight.
|The many attempts for a group picture.|
By Tuesday morning I woke up with a fever and a sore throat. My body ached and the fatigue was consuming. Wednesday came all so clear to me that with every action there is a reaction. That with such sadness my body had experienced I had opened the door of vulnerability and let all my shields down left my self defenseless.
|Follow me on Instagram FAQ. What filter and or editor do you use for your IPhone Pics? Afterglow.|
It is now Friday and it has taken me this long to feel a bit more human. I am returning slowly.
|Our very late Christmas Picture for our Families. :)|
Happy weekend my friends for now I must run ...
Netflix and a sexy husband holding a cup of soup are awaiting.